Thursday, November 6, 2014

Happy Birthday Darling Nov 3, 2014

Happy Birthday my sweet baby girl. I Love and miss you so very much. On November 2nd I went to a dinner in honor of you. I was the guest speaker for Donate Life and The Florida Lions Eye Bank. I took Myles and Reece to my speaking engagement for the first time in 5 years. They were both crying and I was so touched by the emotion they felt. They heard your story and the things we faced together while you fought for life and I prayed for it. We also met a wonderful young man with a story of hope. He was 14 and a liver recipient like our Louis in Gulfport MS. He had a beautiful story of survival. His dad said that he felt guilty about his transplant because someone died. I told him that if we as organ donors could give him just one day, just one, that the decision was worth it. To never feel guilty and to know he is here for a reason. He friended me on Facebook. Another couple had a son who received a heart transplant as an infant and died at 23 just recently. What an amazing story. We lit candles in honor of you and all of the loved ones we have lost who gave. I know your Birthday was the 3rd and I have not been on here in a bit. I have had hundreds of people comment on facebook. It has become my blog too. I just know you are my angel. I love and miss you every day of my life. Keep a cloud warm for me until I see you there.
love mom.

Friday, October 3, 2014

Joe's getting Married!

Dear Brande, We all know that making changes is tough. When I moved here I needed to heal. I passed my Real Estate exam for the state of Florida and had my angel with me all of the way. Thank you Brande. I thought that my depression from past affairs would also heal, but that has not happened. I know it will take time and that the boys and I have family and you (our angel) out there. I spent over an hour on the phone with your heart recipient this past week. It is just so funny when she calls and says. You have been on my mind and in my heart. (Your heart little one). Your little brothers are growing up fast. Reece is so smart. He has letters from senators telling him how smart he is. Myles is smart too, he would just rather play. He has to make A's & B's. They are very loving to me and I think of you often holding them when they were just babies. On the up side, Joe, your favorite cousin, is getting married in December. He has a beautiful fiancee and I know you would be proud of him. You would definitely be in the wedding. Of course you will be there. I will take you with me and set a little part of you free in Boston. Our hearts are healing and our love for you is everywhere we go.  I am just so happy to have My Angel and My God looking out for me. It started raining when I started writing. Thank you for the tears from heaven. I love and miss you my sweet baby girl. We all do.  Love MOM